Monday, March 12, 2012

The Truth Hurts pt 12....

I walked into my kitchen and grabbed my bottle of vodka... I took a gulp...
The next morning I woke up in my tub.. I scratched my hair and looked at my watch.
"9:45" my eyes widen really big.
"9:45!!!!!" I ran into my room and put on any clothes today was another interview with Ms. Natalie. I hopped in my car, bagel in mouth. I made it to my job at exactly 10:05. I ran into my office and sat down letting out a breath of relief. At 10:10 my boss always came in.
"John." He said and smiled.
"Boss" I replied. Then Diaz walked in.
"Bruhh you have some swag." He used a term that a lot of the teen criminals used.
"No. Im just Bo$$" I laughed at the fact that I used one too. Diaz and I talked while we walked to where Natalie was for the interview. She wasn't in the room when we got there. We walked back to my office and sure enough Natalie and two officers were there.

"Hiya John!" She said smiling a very sinister smile.

"Officers thank you." I didn't show her that I acknoledged her.
The officers walked out and Diaz sitting in my chair load his gun.

"Ms. Rollen. It's Mr. Davis to you, thank you. Diaz get up and please handcuff Nata- I mean Ms. Rollen to the chair." Diaz did what I said and Natalie stared at me sorrow in her eyes. Did she think I liked her back? I did but I'm a professional and now I have a child.

"Ms. Rollen how was your evening?" I asked looking into my NotePad. She took a breath before speaking so I nodded at the typewriter.

"Well Johnny, I went home for about 2 hours. You know because I demanded it? And I took a hot shower, shaved my legs, washed my hair. Straightened my hair and got my makeup and clothes. Then they brought me back to the jail and I got my own 'VIP room' because now it has a shower and bed and a mirror and plugs and a door." I nodded she was trying to push my buttons. It wasnt going to work.

"And how was your morning?" I asked not responding to her last answer.

"When I woke up I changed my clothes and I slipped into my heels and did my makeup and hair. I also have a new perfume. Do you like it ?"

"I have not smelled you." I asked a few more questions. Diaz uncuffed her and she came up to me and got close.

"Do you like it?" A chill ran down my back and I nodded. I then noticed her beautiful makeup, hair and smooth legs."
"Uh... Yes it's great.. Uh Diaz can you uuhhh.. Officers..?? Please" He nodded laughing. Natalie left and I fell to the floor.

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Dear God

She called at 7:58pm. I answered the phone "Hey love, whats up?" I hear sobs in her voice as she trys to speak through the phone. I had known her father was sick and in the hospital... But that wasn't it her sweet voice sounded depressed.... She said the words "my dad died" and my jaw dropped........

Dear God,
That's her dad, why did You take him from her. You know that was the only person she had. The only person who loved her other than her grandma... God, I know You love us but why hurt the ones we love or having the ones we love pass away. My bestfriends only 13. She has a hard life she didn't need this. Lord I have faith that You did this for a certain purpose but You could have given my friend a hint... I mean if this had happened to me Lord I would be so angry with You right now. Not thinking you have her dad resting with You in paradise.. But You do don't You? He watching over Brandy... Can You do me a favor Brandy's dad? If God is letting you see or read this somehow or God can You let Brandy know she's gonna be ok?? Cam You let her know she has people who love her very much... God I ask that You protect Brandy with all Your angels tonight and set her at peace Lord. In the name of Jesus I pray. Amen. <3


-Gaby